Thinking about it, today is my fifteenth sober day and I feel so happy that I have made it this far. Even though I am not a religious person and I don’t believe in the bible, church or religion, I still believe in God. So right now, I thank God, for helping me stay sober for so long. I haven’t felt sick in fifteen days straight. Do you know what that means? It means that for fifteen days, I haven’t felt like throwing up, anxious, depressed, nervous or wondering “What the fuck did I do last night?”. It’s an excellent feeling and I am glad and happy to be sober. Like I said before , since I’m a weekend warrior or better yet, a weekend binge drinker, I am taking it one weekend at a time, nothing more, nothing less. I’ll just chillax and keep my eyes on the prize and that is peace of mind and happiness.
On another note. The one thing that is bothering me right now is, thinking about my two weeks vacation next month. I will be flying down to The Dominican Republic with my wife and dog. But the big question is, How can I stay sober on vacation? Don’t get me wrong, I hate feeling sick from a hangover, but being on vacation is a big temptation for me… even if after getting back home I get sober again… still… that’s going to fuck up what I feel like right now. I have never been on a sober vacation in my entire life. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see… I can’t let the anxiety get the best of me, weeks before the trip. I refuse to let that happen.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!